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Always have high self-esteem and confidence; to achieve what you wished for.
nothing seems right
Wednesday, April 30, 2008



Old photo I know. Skipped school for a day; sick again -.-" Anyway i want to wish my sayang a GREAT HAPPY BIRTHDAY; you're now same age as me. hee :)

Life wasn't as good as before. Everything seems to be upside down. I miss my Bio test today. Hope I can still take the test tml. To dearest bestf, Im sorry i didn't get to celebrate your birthday today. Promise you after MYE we gonna spent our time with friends okay? :) Asked monkey any special things that happen in school today; luckily everything turned out normal at least I didn't miss something great . Sitting at home a day makes me feel like a total slut. grrr.

Sorry yesterday I didn't post. I dont have the chance cause I was too busy with assignments. In the morning before I proceed to school mommy send nenek to clinic and yesterday night I went to doctor with parents. Pity her. Not many people, fuhh!! Total coast was $50; fever, flu, sorethroat, cough and anti-biotics. Took an MC for a day. Daddy was also sick. Uncle called mommy asking about whatever shit I duunnoe. Mommy and daddy bought for me ear-piece that I wanted for my hp. It coast them $65; expensive seyy. Planned to go to IMM to shopped for printer but it was already 9pm when we leave the clinic; so went home straight. Uncle came and brought laptop from his friend's. His friend sells it for $400. Old one lah; upgraded inside :) Mommy asked if I want it. Yes, of course. Dont mind if it is old, as long as I can use it Im happy :) Brand; Fujitsu. Gode-gode kejap before I went to bed.

Woke up at 11an just now. Took a bath and waited for mommy to cook bubur for me. After eating, I took my medicine. Switch on laptop. I slept infront of the laptop for a hour. Too sick to continue. I testi from Md. Firdaus. That makes me even sick-er.

Its not that i dont trust you dear, once if you ever lost my trust, its difficult to gain it back. I know Im aint perfect; no one is perfect in this world. I really want to know the truth from you since whatever I've said you against it.Proof to me that I am wrong. Dont just keep quiet there and ignore everything. You'll make me feel very suspicious about you. Rumors about you and that bitch is spreading out already. So, its better that you proof me know before its too late. My studies is affected by this stupid thingy. Make me feel save with you pls if you still want this relationship to go on and move towards the future. Remember, there will always be someone who could see what you're doing. God is fair. Don't take my kindness towards you for granted. Im being very kind towards you, being very patient to you. What else you want from me? If you think that bitch is way way more better than me, tell me straight to the face. Dont have to make me suffer like hell since I don't do that to you. You can meet that bitch but you cnt meet me even for a short period of time? WTF? If you put yourself in my shoe, ou'll probably understand my feelings now. For the last time Im begging you for goodnesss sake, tell me the truth. Everything that you've kept as a secret. I dont want to loose you; I wished you know that. I love you; I wished you treasure that and trust me. Dont play with my feelings cause definitely you will get your revenge back. So, be appreciative towards me cause I've given you my true love for all this while.

For now, cant make any decisions. Hoping that the waited day will come so soon. I cn't wait anymore. Leave me for that girl is all up to you. I've been keeping my feelings all this while and at last, I get it out. A note to that bitch:
ould be.For now, cant make any decisions. Hoping that the waited day will come so soon. I cn't wait anymore. Leave me for that girl is all up to you. I've been keeping my feelings all this while and at last, I get it out. A note to that bitch:
Don't think that Im keeping quiet, I'll let you of that easy. You'll get your revenge back soon okay. Just have to wait for the time to come. FYI, I dont share love with anyone. I hate people who pathetically steal my love one. I aint forgiving you. A bitch like you should be given a lesson so that you'll wake up. Try putting yourself in my shoe when someone steal your love ones away, you'll definitely feel the same. How gurt I am now is because of you. stupppiiiiiiddddd pig. Get a life okay, asshole! I can be as sweet as a sugar, but dont try me cause I can be as evil as you never thought I would be.

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