Repeating those times,
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Today school is short; Maths was the first 2 periods. I'm concentrating again babey. 'O' lvl question paper and i can answer almost all accept for 1 question. I dont understand -.-"
Next up P.E; went for 2.4km run. I did gave-up at the canal. Seriously i could not take it. My hands were all numb; my head feels giddy and my stomach is aching. Timing was: 16.33mins. Isn't my best cause Marzie is infront of me! I know I could make it by 15 mins. grrr & i cried yeah. Stuuppppiiiidddddddd. Can't be bothered. Reached school and i'm supper dupper giddy. Sat down. Kokoi, Pheez and Kim came to me and ask me whats wrong; I don't know if they are that caring. Thanks friends. Then ShaSha and Marzie came asking why? why? What happen? I just kept quiet. ShaSha and Marzie probably took care of me :DDD Sorry ShaSha; i know im stubborn :) She told me to stand, I insisted. I just sat. A girl that cant be bothered. She didn't even care; they talked to Ethan Tan; she ask HER to go to the June Expedition. Pathetically no friends right. Forget it bodoh!
A period of English; going through worksheet. Social Studies test was canceled due to dunnoe what lah -.-" Concentrate on SS is a must for me :D Time was running fast and Ms Nurul wanted to finish up thw whole of chapter 3 just now but there was no time so next week she will probably finish it.
Reflection time was creepy. Ms Nurul asked all of us to write a letter to our parents telling them:
1. what me appreciate about them?
2. what we hate about them? Attitude.. etc.
3. what you want to be like in the future? 4. what you regret being with them?
Something like that and some of the girls burst out into tears. Yeah, i did. It kinda touched my heart. Anyway i wrote not a long one; I have no idea what to write. Thinking to make a new one. P.S. Ms Nurul is posting those letters to our parents! Damn it. Stressed. After school i went to look out for boyfriend. He wasn't there and i proceed home all alone.
Proceed on to life at home. I slept for almost 5 hours. ahah tired -.-" Woke up at 6++ and boyfriend called. Hes repeating it again; being fishy to me was what all he wanted to be; making me cry is the next thing. He just have to stopp all his nonsences. He seems to be much more happier when it comes to lepak-ing with friends all that; when its me... You know... Going through life with him was the hardest; i have to admit. I try pulling myself together each day and stay strong 'cause he never seem to care about me. What should i do? argh!
gtg. bye.
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