how on earth can I forget you
Monday, May 19, 2008
Just came home from Causeway Point with neighbour; Marissa. I bought a 'Pink Princess' wallet. Pink is not my color thou, its nice okay. Marissa thought of buying her school shoe but then when she reached there " her wallet is empty " - I don't even know what she buy untill her $40 gone to $15 -.-" Then next we proceed to Popular. Bought papers and makers and she bought them toos. Dunno what is it for lah actually.
6pm it is; when to Jurong East, to her aunt home. 9.15pm went back home. Gossip about this Indian guy inside the bus; hes smelly and still use perfume = ??? Can't be blamed.
Missing you is one of a kind. My heart just kept picturing you inside it. I don't know why. Hoping you're here by my side. How I wish to meet you before you go off to Thailand for soccer but instead, your tone of voice just make me feel different. Its so easy to say I Hate You; but it is not as easy as you think to say I Love You. How can I proof to you that I Love You? Memories with you for 5 months I still can't erase in my mind; thou it is still fresh in my mind.
How I wish I could just end this with a willing heart. How I wish I could just erase you off from my mind; 'cause Im too in love with you Boo. A friend; Afeeq is helping me to forget you but each time I try to forget you, I fail. Urgh! I hate this part when I could not achieve my wish. Instead of forgetting you; I keep remembering you MORE. F?>!#$%&^&
What's all this running through my mind? I should be concentrating about my studies now instead of him. Bahh -.-" Mummy tolong Feeqah please. haish. Guess whatever my decision is; Im gonna end up in HOSPITAL soon. Not going home today; sleeping at neighbour's house. Its been a long time since I've not been sleeping here. Watching the movie 'Cuci' now. Concentrating and chatting with Afeeq about _____ .
So, Good Night people.
tkcr. Holidays coming :DDDD