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Always have high self-esteem and confidence; to achieve what you wished for.
Thursday, May 22, 2008



True enough that I'm not fit? I'll hand over the badge to her if she really wants that position. You people don't have to lie to me; ain't agree for me being a vice-captain 'cause you vote for other members? Go ahead and tell me straight to the face. I've told J that I'm ready to hand over the badge to anyone that is fit enough to be in my position; I've a lot more other heavy responsibility to do. This is not my only job. Head of Mentor is a higher rank; it shows towards the whole school, but remember that I'm not a type of girl who want ranks, want fame, want name; I get that rank 'cause I've got potential to serve people that much. Fame, Name, Rank; all this is not important to me. This is nothing compared to what you can do to lea and serve the school well.

Serving the school well and gain confidence is what I wished for after being a prefect. Even in Netball; since I'm chosen to be the vice-captain, I hope everyone will be happy enough and could really work well with me for that. What did I get after months going through this position with my team members? Rubbish! I get rubbish! Comments; I don't agree Syafiqah being a vice-captain 'cause I've vote for my other friends. Why don't come to me and confront me? Its better. Discuss so that I could talk things over with the voted once.

Plan to Indonesia maybe have to be cancelled. This is bullshit! Holding that position seems a mess. Why can't that Mdm H just understand me? Booked tickets to Indonesia; if I miss those trainings - she'll see me in a different sight (eg. not committed enough to be a vice-captain, no more interest in netball) - Look; I know myself okay. I have to show good example as a vice-captain and now I can't attend June hols trainings. Ain't impressive, I know! Total burden. If this go on and on; I can't do much, I'm sorry. Take my position someone.

Oh ya and about the influence thingy; I'm not influence by anyone and I make my own decision okay. So don't ever say that I'm being influenced. Know your own limits. Don't talk 'like real only' in a book but for an open book; you yourself is afraid of everything. Don't expect me to do something that you wished for; you didnot make an effort to do that -.-" What a dumb!

Im damn tired right now. Came back form school at about 6+; Anyway ty for those exco who helped in the interview today. It was a success. Congrats once again. Our effort paid off :DDDD I'll continue tomorrow.

Still have to plan things out.
In a total burden right now.
Good Night.

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