Just came back from school; prefect's investiture 1st rehersal and preparing the decorations since
Wouldn't you wish to turn back the time; when you are with him being the most lovely couple? I just wish God could turn back those time; ku tidak dapat melupakan suatu saat semasa bersamamu yang membuat ku menyanyimu. Wishing that the day will be tomorrow is just a dreams; it will never be reality. Girls are chasing after you everywhere; everytime. This will just make my jealousy goes up.
Did you ever thought of how I would feel when you are with other girls? Like I told you, jealousy takes place. this goes the same to you right? Understand me well and I gave it to you in return. Now that I don't own you anymore, what I feel is just regret. Feel it too. Understand me much better. Now that you can do whatever you like, whatever you want, I just hope you could think through it before you make any move. Don't dissappoint your parents. You told me that you're starting to change, so do it.
Having me back isn't so easy as you think. When I was played once, then twice; I never want the trice. This is true for everyone; that includes you I guess. Never thought that I never saw whatever you're doing; I don't know 'cause there's still people around you who are looking at you. The fact is that I never wish this would happen to me; but as days went by, things seems to be complicated. Fights went like a war; I really meant war.
Treating me like a dolly isn't a right thing; I am a human being, totally got nothing to do with a doll; Unlike her. Shes a doll and I don't care. When you tell me; only shes the one who can make you happy, then who am I? A problematic girl in your life that doesn't deserve anything from you? She is I'm not; she once doesn't appreciate your love. I did okay, fyi.
A girl; who I treat as my netball buddy just betrayed me. Girl, yes you can play behind my back but remember there's always a person watching you; your doings. I was just being storied by once your bestfriend. Don't be suprised 'cause its been long that she hates you dear. Look through your mistakes; and don't be a total slut and too greedy, like HER. This will reflect your true self. Try me if you wish to; don't cry over your doings. Its just a waste of time. Oh ya, remember this in mind; once you betrayed me, never think that I would work well with you and I don't care okay.
Friendship is just another way of expressing love to people. Friendship is forever but it's not relationship. Nothing's greater than Friendship; 'cause it'll always be there and never neglect you like what Relationship does. With these, I would like to thank friends that have really hold me through my life. Without them, I won't be as strong as I am now. Without them, I wouldn't want to continue life as I am now. They are just too sweet to concern about me. Once again, thanks jyeah.
ShaSha; Reena; Marzie; Amalina; Rahmat; Spade; Skyle; Pit; Rahul; Hein; Khadri; Hafiz; Kamsari; Hakim; Shukor; Redzwan; Akmal; Riduwan; Ayul.. If there's any name that is miss out, Im sorry. I know, there are more people who I have to thank.
Happy Birthday to Atifah yesterday!
Till here. I should end off =)
To my friends, good luck for your left papers next week.
Good Night people.