nothing goes right
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
14th July 2008 Happy Birthday to my dearest friend, Alif. School was fine; as usual. Mr Lum was absent this week and we have to join the other half of the class. Bored -.-“ but with the presents of bestfriend; Khadri all turn out good. Teehee. Netball training was never NOT tough; sprinting and sprinting and sprinting. Have to take charge the first time; captain was absent from school. Tiring enough; sleepy when I reached home. Thought of sleeping early; ‘owls’ that never sleep at night kept calling; nothing better to do, might as well sleep.
15th July 2008/today Today school ended early; 1.05pm due to the O lvl MT Listening Comprehension. Whole day in school eyes kept closing ngantok babe; tk cukup tido smalam. Should be sleeping early today; depends if I can. Tomorrow there’s netball training again.
Not really in the mood to do typing. Lost hope in everything; thanks to him. I should not be thinking about this yet; though my heart seems to be jealous when couples having their great time together. I cannot deny anymore that I miss those days with you; even until now. Most; I miss our HBS that was once a happy thang; no more now when each and everyone of us when separate ways. After you, was this guy – he seems the same. Meant all the things you said; never you want to regret it one day. Hopeless hope. Lets call it end here. I cannot accept anything of this things anymore. Eyes are painful to see; Ears are tired of hearing; Mouth is tired of saying; Heart is too hurt to accept the things you said ‘cause it was all FAKE words.
Friday – gym training
Saturday – bengkel bahas at Unity Secondary School; missed prefect bonding time.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee for now.
Labels: fake if you say you meant it; cause you never.