9^th August 2008 Happy 43^rd Birthday Singapore & Happy 15^th Birthday Radin Nur Izzati. This day wasn’t the day that I thought it will be; thus it’s a disaster of life. Firdaus and Alif just asked me out to NDP at Padang; ibu get 4 tickets. I when and felt kinda awkward afterall I’m the only girl.

Meet them at cityhall and they started to puff till one saw police; “Ehk! Police, Police! Dorang dating sini ah.” Guess whose phrase; Firdaus. Till then, we kept saying that phrase when we saw police walking around. Okay, should stop that, though it’s fun teasing him. Walk and walk and walk to Esplanade for the NDP show. Since it was early; decided to sit in Esp for some air-conditioning; everyone face was moody. Hot weather. Since from then onwards; I felt left out by them. Maybe it was for a little while since everyone was not hipper yet; it was just to settle me down.

Soon when we found our places; Firdaus, Alif and ‘Punat’ enjoyed the time. I was just left alone trying to cheer myself up till ‘Punat’ talked to me. It began to drizzle in the afternoon. After the whole NDP show thingy, probably when home with a moody face. Lain kali kalau nak ajak tu, layan. Aku nie bukan anak patong okay.

10^th August 2008 Whole day rotting at home like nobody business. Mommy was not in the mood to go out unless making my way to Taman Jurong; gandma’s house; sent some dish there. Back home late at night all alone.

11^th August 2008/today Public Holiday and it was the time when students revise for the common test the next day. Feeling bored at home alone; thought of studying at the library with company. People were busy with family and friends so instead of staying at home mugging; being alone I step out of the house and went to Frontier Library to mug. About half an hour past, Shaliz and friends came and approached me. We talked abit; stupid chat. After an hour mug without concentrating, I left. That was kinda boring.

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