Apology, blogger have been rusty for days.
Disappointment washed over me today. Seriously, I can’t be bothered today for the fact that FRIENDS are just like a _______. You know who you are. Need not mention names here. I don’t know what happen to me these days, or is it people around me? Is the world turning the opposite direction that made everyone change physically & mentally? That’s bad, totally uh.

Though, don’t let the disappointment take control for the whole week. That won’t be nice. X-country just ended. Waiting for the next event, Sports Day. Ha! I’m not taking part, basically damn lazy. Gained weight a lot, trying to lose weight. Fee, let’s go on a diet. Haha.

Well, before I forget and erase everything off my mind about today’s, let’s congrats all Rockians for the great effort. Well done ROCKIES! You guys did a great job; for some lah. At last, we beat Andes and clinched the championship for X-country 2009. :DDDDD I loike! Haha.

Appreciation; A big thank you to this people:
Rahim & Mr saz - for comforting me when tears run down my cheeks because of the MARZIE! Haha.
Dearest Kid who pulled me through the last 100m. ILY!

Stupid me. I didn’t saw Marzie when I ran pass through her after the minute she ran pass through me with Pei Ying and Florence. Damn! Nevermind, let’s not proceed on, only those who knew this, knew. Let it be a mystery to the others. Haha. I was really a fool. LOL.

Enough of X-crountry.
Someone gave me this message past few weeks. It is true?

Friendship isn’t how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but how you understand, not how you see but how you feel and not how you let go but how you hold on.

Well, after a few times reading through it, I found that it’s true. The quality is more important then the quantity. Quote this saying from a teacher. Quantity; the sum of friends you have doesn’t really count in life. It’s the quality; how they accept you, the way they treat you and the way they appreciate you sacrifices for them. In the past, I called almost all the people whom I were closed to, my bestfriends, but as time passed. They were gone. No where to be found till one day you bummed into them and they asked, do I know you? Tears will start to gathered in your eyes and then within a wink, tears started rolling down. How hurtful is that?

Secondary school life makes me think deeper. Who are my true friends? Indeed, not all. Not many. Countable. And maybe, one day I have to know them deeper inside. Friendship do not have an end. An end of a friendship will be the end of someone’s life or furthest, the end of world. Haish, how can MY life get any worst.

Maybe what Reena said is true. The time has not come yet. Wait. Don’t give up first. Keep striving and when the time comes, the only thing you will see is a grin on your face. Girl, thanks for the talk.

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